Tuesday, January 10, 2006




If I remember well it was in the month of august’05 when I met this gal on net.it was in the evening when for the 1st time I jus started chatting with her. I jus said a hi n he said the same.that day I never knew that that single hi of hers will become my life.even that day I dint chatanything seriously abt,it was jus a formal chat.but as the time passes,I dnt know how,I dnt know why,I dnt know where.but wat I know now…I jus..that..i like her a lot…..a lot…maybe even more..than anyone on earth….she is the best gal I ahev ever met in my life.shes a true angel.its very difficult to find such frndz..in life..but I m so lucky ke I got to meet her through net.she is the one gal whom I don’t mind talking to the whole day.she the one gal whom I m carzy abt.she is the one gal without whom I cannot imagine my existence.i dnt know how to tell her how much I like her.i m very poor in xpressing.wish she cud peep into my heart n see. Don”t think I can now be every happy with out her. She has become my everything.i don’t call r relation to be love xactly…….yeah…I don’t love her…..yeah u heard it rite I don’t love her…….infact what I do is much much much more than jus love!!!!!!!!!!!
Saying that I love her is not correct…becoz I do sumting much more than love…..!!!!!!!!
I never knew that by day I was getting so close to her that..finally I got glued to her n now nothing can drive me away frm her.
Now shes a part of me.n will will be a part of mine for ever.
Though v keep fighting,n teasing, but that’s jus a part of life…but at the end of the day wat matters the most is I like her a lot.
…………shes such a nice gal that she understands me so well…she cares for me so much……but its me who am not up to the mark…I being a part of over strict family m not xactly able to give her…wat all she deserves…..but I promise her today that once I complete my studies, n become something in life.i wud xpress my likings for her in a very grand way….n I really mean…it…I want her to be my frnd for ever n ever……….i m lucky by now that shes my gud frmd…n I want this luck o continue for ever.
…..i never feel that oohh….i dint meet her or anything like that becoz she is alwaz with me…….though she may be away in distances but she is alwaz very close to my heart.
……what I alwaz wish for is no matter where the times take us…she amy be sumwhere she might become someone else’s…….but I jus want this frndship…to continue for ever …ever……ever……I want her to share the same comfort level with me….!!!!!
………………Today I jus want to tell her that………………my jaan……….remember one thing….when ever u have a problem…when ever u need someone…when ever u want a help…when eber u need a caring hand………jus remember that I guy called ani is jus a step away who is ready to do anything for u….who cares loves..likes…..u vey much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When u need some one I m there….when u want something I will try to give….when u dislike something even I dislike the same …when u like something I like the same……….when u say something I say the same…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
………so jaan v both know r feelings r much different frm love……but I dnt care for all such things…wats true is I like…u so much…..so…much…….n so much…………………..!!!!!!!!!!!! when u say Anineha I feel I have got everything I want……anineha…is the best n my favorite xpression………..when u jus say anineha u dnt know u said something that touched my heart……anineha……it give me a feeling of being always together…it gives me a lot of pleasure….so jaan when ever u r angry on me or when ever u find me not being kind to u..jus say anineha…n that’s it….it will solve r porbles…n indifferences……anineha……it has a meaning in it…which can never be xpressend it wrdz….u want to know its meaning then u have to look into my eyes n see….wat it meants to me…..in short it means everything to me……….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!……………….so at last I jus want to be ur best frnd for ever……………..n want u to be mine for ever…..this year can really test us,……but jus remember that v both r there for each others problems…..n for everything……….!!!!!!!
So…….even if v dnt get to msg each other or get to chat….i want u to be with me…..then as soon as this years comes to an end……v will never face any pboblem………………….so jaan………….finally…………jus keep onething in mind…..no 2 things in mind……….Anineha means everything…it defines r relation…..it defines r story….n evrtything…..if someone says wat do u feel abt each other jus say v have r names combined ……ANINEHA…..n u shud now get everything abt us…..becoz who is an n who is sneha…..wat is there relation…..??????…such things end when u jsu say ANINEHA…becoz…it conveys everthing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Becoz its not that easy to makes 2 people one………….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So…….jus remember……..i m always there for u…….n that’s why i keep saying…………………..MAIN HOON NA……………………..
…………………..URS….FOREVR!!!!!!!!!!!